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BLACK AND WHITE SELF HARM AND DEPRESSION BLOG.
*i dont promote self harm or suicide in anyway*
https://mysmileisfakebutmypainisreal.tumblr.com
So relevant
I learned some people don’t want to stick around with someone who doesn’t believe they’re beautiful, cause when you’re so self conscious, you are a horrible monster at times
Horrible? Maybe. (A horrible) monster? I don’t think so. Yes, having someone be so self-conscious all the time makes them less fun to be around because, in a way, they seem like a Debbie Downer. But feeling self-conscious and acting/voicing those feelings out do not make those people a horrible monster..at least not in my opinion. I feel self-conscious quite often, and even more so in some moments. I tell my parents that I look big in that picture or that I’m too skinny in that or that I’m eating too much and I should stop, etc. Does that make me a horrible monster? I’m a Debbie Downer. I have low self-esteem. I care way too much about my appearance. And I feel upset at myself for being so. But does that make me a horrible monster? Does being like that make any one? Hardly. Monsters imply evil/ugliness/freak. I hardly think that people who self-conscious - which is a human thing to feel - are any of those things. Sorry for the long rant. I just feel very uncomfortable about this subject, since I’ve heard it a few times before.
I’m self-sufficient. I spend a lot of time on my own and I shut off quite easily. When I communicate, I communicate 900 per cent, then I shut off, which scares people sometimes.
Bjork on ‘Self-Sufficiency’ (via girl-violence)
You convince people out of suicide.
You help people that self harms.
You tell people that they’re beautiful.
But you can’t do this to yourself.
You can’t convince yourself out of suicide.
You can’t stop self harming.
You can only think of how ugly you are.
As a human, I’m so hypocritical. However, I’m proud I still have some shred of humanity left. I still care for others. Even when I can’t care for myself.
This is perfect. People assume self harm is someone shredding their arms and legs, but it’s not. It can be the tiniest little scratch, but it’s still self harm.
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